Happy F***ing Birthday to me

So I have finally put my finger on why my "relationship" with a certain gentlemen has been weird. It's because he has a boyfriend already who I got to see tonight. That was all sorts of fun. It was confirmed by said gentleman though I should stop referring to him as a gentleman. Cheater or whore will work just as well. I am just saying when I asked him out the first time 4 simple words would have done just fine. "I have a boyfriend" I would have been fine with it but twice spending the night together and me having to ask point blank does not shine favorable light upon him. Seriously what the hell is wrong with me I pick winners I tell you what. I know this is a rant and I may feel differently tomorrow but really. God I hate this crap I am too old for this.