I am sitting at home feeling awful this morning. I am trying to work up the energy to get dressed and go to State Solo and Ensemble contest. I really don't want to. The fact of the matter is that I have mentally checked out of this job. I realize that most of, if not all of my stress and frustration stem from this one activity that I do daily. I don't even care that I am not dating anyone. I really just need a different job. And being sick takes me from having to do much of anything today. If I wanted to stay curled up on my couch I could or I could go and listen to children play. I don't know. I am just tired right at the moment. And my head hurts.
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